She's not really. I kind of went over it a bit above with Rena's first impression, but Spring has been distancing herself a little since before she let. This was in large because she didn't feel comfortable with Peridot's choices. She's a person who even though she WANTS to give up and just do something else she can't if she knows someone is in danger... And during the Darkness attack most of Peridot stayed in the cabin and that bothered her among other things.
So she doesn't really feel like she "fits" Peridot even though she loves them deeply and the fact they've accepted her with easy was extremely important to her.
She's also having a lot of mixed feelings about even being there. One, because most of the team she knew has gone and left and she... Doesn't do losing people she's close to. At all. And then she's very knowingly replacing Cal and knows what he meant to at least Kaoru and so she just doesn't stick around Peridot at all right now. She doesn't feel like she can blame them for being upset for obvious reasons, but at the same time this isn't a feeling she does well with. It's coupled by the fact that Bianca is here-- the person she refers to herself as being the "replacement sister" for-- and as soon as she appeared Nico was gone.
Everything's just dragging up a lot of feelings and it's making her feel, well, cursed. Which isn't something that Aather's made her feel before and so she'd felt more safe here, but thinking like that and just her resolve that she can't talk to anyone because she thinks it doesn't matter... She's not really moving forward any. She's trying-- She spends a lot of time off team and trying to make friends outside of it and play games, but she's just. Stuck.
Any plans for Covus right now? Or anything you're looking forward to?
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She's not really. I kind of went over it a bit above with Rena's first impression, but Spring has been distancing herself a little since before she let. This was in large because she didn't feel comfortable with Peridot's choices. She's a person who even though she WANTS to give up and just do something else she can't if she knows someone is in danger... And during the Darkness attack most of Peridot stayed in the cabin and that bothered her among other things.
So she doesn't really feel like she "fits" Peridot even though she loves them deeply and the fact they've accepted her with easy was extremely important to her.
She's also having a lot of mixed feelings about even being there. One, because most of the team she knew has gone and left and she... Doesn't do losing people she's close to. At all. And then she's very knowingly replacing Cal and knows what he meant to at least Kaoru and so she just doesn't stick around Peridot at all right now. She doesn't feel like she can blame them for being upset for obvious reasons, but at the same time this isn't a feeling she does well with. It's coupled by the fact that Bianca is here-- the person she refers to herself as being the "replacement sister" for-- and as soon as she appeared Nico was gone.
Everything's just dragging up a lot of feelings and it's making her feel, well, cursed. Which isn't something that Aather's made her feel before and so she'd felt more safe here, but thinking like that and just her resolve that she can't talk to anyone because she thinks it doesn't matter... She's not really moving forward any. She's trying-- She spends a lot of time off team and trying to make friends outside of it and play games, but she's just. Stuck.
Any plans for Covus right now? Or anything you're looking forward to?