She is just going to keep doing what she always does! Just. Keep trucking. And avoid talking to Gryffindor in the future about things... ( '-') She has been down this road mmmany times before and isn't going to push herself into another discussion when she isn't ready to deal with it. She has a lot of extreme crushing guilt and insecurities over everything involving Sapphire and their conversation ended up digging at a lot of that. TALKING TO PEOPLE IS CLEARLY NOT HELPING so she is going to contemplate things on her own.
She's fussed at Yuki but that's something fairly easily resolved; she understands that she has far more investment in trying to explain things to him then he does in even caring about the conversation. If her investment is at 80% his is around 3% as far as she knows. So even if she's mad with him or upset, he doesn't get fazed and she can calm down and figure out a way to explain it to him again. YUKI IS EASY and she is at least comfortable with her relationship with him that she doesn't really see it as a problem, even if she gets frustrated with him. It's okay to disagree and argue and people with completely different world views aren't going to agree on everything, that is okay \o/
Selenia, on the other hand, ended their conversation by saying he didn't want to care about her anymore and that going forward he intended to keep their interactions strictly professional, and also that her morals didn't mean anything...they have always had a big push and pull in their ways of thinking that they have constantly been trying to work through and that was the point where Selenia just said he didn't want to try anymore and effectively took her out of his life. And since every piece of crushing guilt and insecurity over Sapphire is directly related to things he's said and done, that did not help. They have a million and one issues, mostly because they both tend to be very vocal about the things they want and the things they are/aren't okay with, but there's no "sit down and fix it" conversation that could happen. Especially when they had one of those conversations before and it clearly did not last, and Selenia has made it clear to her that he isn't interested in that. She knows there isn't anything she can do at the moment if Selenia isn't willing to sit down and have a conversation.
SHE IS...very close to going to Beauty or Maleficent and saying "please make me a knight because screw this." She has been with Sapphire for this long and has kept trying over and over and over again to make things work! And she has had that thought before and pulled back from it because she wanted to keep trying to make things work, and because she cared about Sapphire as a whole. But living with someone who thinks she is worth nothing is a bit much even for her.
Uhhh any plans for your characters, things you want them to do/quest for/etc?
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She's fussed at Yuki but that's something fairly easily resolved; she understands that she has far more investment in trying to explain things to him then he does in even caring about the conversation. If her investment is at 80% his is around 3% as far as she knows. So even if she's mad with him or upset, he doesn't get fazed and she can calm down and figure out a way to explain it to him again. YUKI IS EASY and she is at least comfortable with her relationship with him that she doesn't really see it as a problem, even if she gets frustrated with him. It's okay to disagree and argue and people with completely different world views aren't going to agree on everything, that is okay \o/
Selenia, on the other hand, ended their conversation by saying he didn't want to care about her anymore and that going forward he intended to keep their interactions strictly professional, and also that her morals didn't mean anything...they have always had a big push and pull in their ways of thinking that they have constantly been trying to work through and that was the point where Selenia just said he didn't want to try anymore and effectively took her out of his life. And since every piece of crushing guilt and insecurity over Sapphire is directly related to things he's said and done, that did not help. They have a million and one issues, mostly because they both tend to be very vocal about the things they want and the things they are/aren't okay with, but there's no "sit down and fix it" conversation that could happen. Especially when they had one of those conversations before and it clearly did not last, and Selenia has made it clear to her that he isn't interested in that. She knows there isn't anything she can do at the moment if Selenia isn't willing to sit down and have a conversation.
SHE IS...very close to going to Beauty or Maleficent and saying "please make me a knight because screw this." She has been with Sapphire for this long and has kept trying over and over and over again to make things work! And she has had that thought before and pulled back from it because she wanted to keep trying to make things work, and because she cared about Sapphire as a whole. But living with someone who thinks she is worth nothing is a bit much even for her.
Uhhh any plans for your characters, things you want them to do/quest for/etc?